My bundle of JOY :)

My heart is filed with immense warmth...I take a satisfied breadth...am grinning ear to ear...when he flies into my arms,whenevr i return home after a hard days work,
reciting it again and again and again as if its his favorite word..."Papa"
He is the most doting child I ever knew...the apple of my eye...my muse he is...my happiness...the reason I love Life.
I love you son. Muah.

Shift...

It is indeed nice to see that we are taking a quantam shift...especially from where we were some 5 years ago to the present. The memories will remain with us...they may not be as intact or clear...and fade away with the wisp of time...but lets hope that the good ones are remembered for a longer duration...and the best way to do so is by believe in who you are and not wanting to be somebody else.....besides this ....TRUST. Not evrybody in this world is bad. Our thinking and the dilemma at that time influences us in so....so fly out or rather reach out than accuse.
Life is SHORT!! Love it.

Seek

I seek an eternal answer to the turmoil.
I wish the eternal sunshine falls upon me and engulfs me...
I seek solace and a good nights sleep.
enuff said. Now i need a bar of snickers!

Dearth..

Is there really a dearth of good manpower....is it actually at ALL levels..Top to Bottom! If this is true..arnt we hypocrates when we say that there is shortage of jobs! Whay cant we find deligent, hard working, honest people!
I wish I had a placement agency!

Gutted...

Just the space to vent out my anger..my disapporval for all things said today!
I have been a rebel always! and today is no different......
I am absolutely disgusted ...and loathe this.
Why should I feel low,unwanted and not suitable all the time...day in and day out. Its really not funny..unless u r deriving some sort of satanic pleasure out of making somebody fell like this.
Watch ur back..Retribution is what I AM good at!!

Gutted...

Just the space to vent out my anger..my disapproval for all things said today!

Aarambh...

Aarambh hai prachand bol mastakon ke jhund
aaj jung ki ghadi ki tum guhaar do
aan baan shaan ya ki jaan ka ho daan aaj
ik dhanush ke baan pe utaar do
aarambh hai prachand...

Mann kare so praan de,
Jo mann kare so praan le
wahi toh ek sarvshaktimaan hai
vishv ki pukaar hai yeh bhaagwat ka saar hai
ki yuddh hi veer ka pramaan hai
kauravo ki bheed ho ya, paandavo ka keedh ho
jo lad saka hai woh hi toh mahaan hai

jit ki hawas nahi, kisi pe koyi vash nahi
kya jindagi hai thokaro pe maar do
maut ant hai nahi toh maut se bhi kyun dare
jaake aasmaan mein dahaad do
aarambh hai prachand bol mastakon ke jhund
aaj jung ki ghadi ki tum guhaar do
aan baan shaan ya ki jaan ka ho daan aaj
ik dhanush ke baan pe utaar do
aarambh hai prachand

woh daya ka bhaav ya ki shaurya ka chunaav
ya ki haar ka woh ghaanv tum yeh soch lo
yaa ki pure bhaal par jala rahe vijay ka laal
laal yeh gullal tum soch lo
rang kesari ho ya mridang kesari ho
ya ki kesari ho taal tum yeh soch lo

jis kavi ki kalpana mein jindagi ho prem geet
uss kavi ko aaj tum nakaar do
bhigati maso mein aaj, phulati ragon mein aaj
jo aag ki lapat ka tum bakhaar do
aarambh hai prachand bol mastakon ke jhund
aaj jung ki ghadi ki tum guhaar do
aan baan shaan ya ki jaan ka ho daan aaj
ik dhanush ke baan pe utaar do
aarambh hai prachand -

Contemplate.....

Its difficult to choose between the mind and the heart especially when they are saying rather opposite things...!

A Chilly Winter & Sunday Afternoon....

"Yesterday when i was lonely sitting writing some notes,
i felt a breeze passing through the net of my hairs,
i felt as if it whishpered something in my ears,
which i cudnt recall although i tried alot....
i closed my eyz for a min,
i saw a picture of a face in my eyes,
in search for that i opened my eyes,
but i was unable to see anyone arround

in the garden while moving through soft grasses,
i felt as if someone i smoving my side,
touching my shoulders,holding my hands,
but when i wanted to find:who was it
i wa sunable to find him.

yesterday when i was lonely sitting.
a breeze moved trough my ears
shaking my ear rings....
which madea sweet soft note of love,
i felt as if u have shaken my ear rings,
as it was moving with so much pleasure,
kissing my cheeks,


then when i stopped writing...
i understood itz my dream,
thats want to hold ur picture
itz my imagination,
thats want to imagine u and only u
itz my feelings,
thats want to feel ur touch.......

A call long overdue..

I have not been able to stop smiling since yesterday now...its just that something happened that made me forget my back spasm(Read: Slip Disc)
There is this certain somebody I knew from my school days and we hadnt been talking or sms..ing since a decade now...but an accidental hi on a facebbok took some gathering alongwith some catch up msgs and here I was talking on the phone bcoz apparantly Talking is better than chatting!! ;)
It was great catching up n clearing up the differences n for a rare time I wasnt angry or upset at myself either!! WOW!!
Infact it was gr8. I suppose I have just leant how to forgive n forget and seek the same!!
Just wanted to say..that i still adore you...
NA YOU ROCK!!

For you...Abhishek ;)

I thank God sent you to me,
For you and I were meant to be.
We have a bond too strong to break,
We have a love no one can take.

In you, I have found a love so true,
My heart is filled with love for you.
Every time I see you, my heart skips a beat,
You make my life whole, you make my life complete.


My love for you grows more with each passing day,
The thought of your gorgeous face takes my breath away:
Those brown eyes fill my soul with happiness,
Those luscious lips I love to kiss.


The day when I become your wife,
Will be the happiest day of my life.
Even thinking of that day makes me smile,
I can't wait 'till I walk down that aisle.


I dream of that day when we'll both say, I do
For always and forever... I will love you.

Answer this.....

Risk toh Spiderman ko bhi lena padta hai..!! ;)

Lets c are u going to take a risk this time...? eh....

Any answers??

Feelings...

When Feelings Fail
In a garden of flowers
I see u every morning,
your move so soft
careful not to hurt anybody

It is you oh passing WIND
whom I've cherished all my life,
as will always.

It would be difficult
to start a morning
without feeling u by my side;
that would be a day, I guess,
When my feelings fail to feel

The 99 Club..

A very apt article depicting the rat race that all of us are involved in our Day to day life. Please read and if you happen to be a member of this 'elite Club, then quit this club today itself and give an opportunity for Happiness and peace of mind to enter your life. It is really worth a try.

Once upon a time, there lived a King who, despite his luxurious lifestyle, was neither happy nor content..

One day, the King came upon a servant who was singing happily while he worked. This fascinated the King; why was he, the Supreme Ruler of the Land, unhappy and gloomy, while a lowly servant had so much joy. The King asked the servant, 'Why are you so happy?'

The man replied, 'Your Majesty, I am nothing but a servant, but my family and I don't need too much - just a roof over our heads and warm food to fill our tummies.'

The king was not satisfied with that reply. Later in the day, he sought the advice of his most trusted advisor.

After hearing the King's woes and the servant's' story, the advisor said, 'Your Majesty, I believe that the servant Has not been made part of The 99 Club.'

'The 99 Club? And what exactly is that?' the King inquired.

The advisor replied, 'Your Majesty, to truly know what The 99 Club is, place 99 Gold coins in a bag and leave it at this servant's doorstep.'

When the servant saw the bag, he took it into his house. When he opened the bag, he let out a great shout of joy... So many gold coins!

He began to count them. After several counts, he was at last convinced that there were 99 coins. He wondered, 'What could've happened to that last gold coin? Surely, no one would leave 99 coins!' He looked everywhere he could, but that final coin was elusive. Finally, exhausted he decided that he was going to have to work harder than ever to earn that gold coin and complete his collection.

From that day, the servant's life was changed. He was overworked, horribly grumpy, and castigated his family for not helping him make that 100th gold coin. He stopped singing while he worked.

Witnessing this drastic transformation, the King was puzzled. When he sought his advisor's help, the advisor said, 'Your Majesty, the servant has now officially joined The 99 Club..'

He continued, 'The 99 Club is a name given to those people who have enough To be happy but are never contented, because they're always yearning and Striving for that extra 1 saying to themselves: 'Let me get that one final thing and then I will be happy for life.'

We can be happy, even with very little in our lives, but the minute we're given something bigger and better, we want even more! We lose our sleep, our happiness, we hurt the people around us; all these as a price for our growing needs and desires.

That's the 99 club.

LIFE ROCKS!!

Last month, I read of a guy selling his life - his name and identity, his possessions and his personal quirks, all rolled into one - on ebay. Alfie James, a collegue, decided to do the same, though I am not sure if he would actually do it, in spirit atleast. The idea in his case wasn't to make a quick buck but to try and appreciate what your life holds, everything good about being you that you dont necessarily realise till you put it down in black and white.

So I did. I am a great one for lists anyway. But even I the eternal optimist was staggered by all I've got to be kicked about in my life - work, friends, travel, family, even relationships that did not work outbut were great while they lasted. Not to mention some of my very personal quirks that I realised define me in many ways, like my paranoia about answering unknown numbers on my cell, my inability to take a bite of chocolate - I have to have the entire bar, whtever the size - and my fondness of all things black, be they cars, clothes or moods!I went through my list again, struck that I dont want to be anyone but me, not because I am perfect but because being imperfect doesnt mean being unhappy. Sure I have issues - impatience, procrastination, laziness. But I have more that tips the other side of the scale.
thats why life is all about looking good and feeling even better.

Hell, the point is, I realised that no matter what's going on in my life, its SIMPLY GREAT to be ME!!;)

My fav line...

Before you slip into unconciousness, I'd like to have another kiss, another flashing chance at bliss, another kiss, another kiss.

Summer Coolers!!

Hey guys..

Its been quite some time since I wrote last...its just that lots has been happening on virtually all fronts.. and then this summer's has been different from the earlier one's as we all know, pretty nice to me too : here's how:

I got stuck in this traffic jam and had to take a new route from the village side..I did have my doubts as I thought my vehicle would get stuck! But as I turned out it was quite an adventure..Imagine the muddy village roads...drizzling rain...n a Honda Civic in the midst of a village bypass...nobody around,just animals on the road...tractors and green lands...no trees on both sides and no street light! No directions and nobody to give directions either.. so I had to figure it out myself!!WooHoooo!! The village beauty was breathtaking..n it was one of the best experiences I ever had!

Getting wet in the first monsoon rain! I love to feel the rain drops hitting my body n a chill runs down my spine with every drop! I love to feel the raindrops hitting my face(minus my specs ofcourse!) n drizzling down my neck...

Dancing in the summer rain with a dozen friends and their wifes!;) It was crazy! n wild n most amusing jig tht we ever did!

Getting to know tht some ppl look upto me! phew! that was heavy! but nice.;)

Friends place: A dozen friends...nice music(rock)..dim lights..liquor chocolates...liqour too... suddenly a a love songs..and all the couples get up n start their own Ball-Dance! Nice n romantic.

A gr8 spa: A gr8 head Massage...n the receptionist hitting on you!! Now thats what you call an icing on the cake!

Home: Everybody calling you up all the time for information/guidance etc. etc. Bugging sumtimes...but I love all the attention. Am glad.

5 couples: All working out together....n taking a splash!and I get to teach swimming too...(grins)..Its so nice.. am glad I have such friends. U rock guys!

I hope this continues...;)

Beautiful..

This is one of the best lines I came across..incidently its also one of my Fav movies..


"LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL"





*Conditions Apply.

ME: Goal Keeper??

I have been gripped with the Soccer mania off late..watching UEFA and incidently even coming across movies on it on various muvi channels to my surprise(not tht I dont love it!!...I DO I DO..ABSOLUTELY!!;)..tht, btw, is in addition to talking(n arguing n fighting abt Club Rivalry with my Londoner friends!!)...following it like a religion rite now with UEFA in its last leg...
I was watching my fav. team MAN UTD. playing against one of the other teams when I realised this...
Being a good person is like being a goal keeper...
No matter how many goals we save,
People will remember only the ones that you missed!!;)

The Dream..

The dream I had today was so so much like reality...so much like the wonderful past...was as if I was right there...as if it all happened...again...!! was so magical!! If only I could hold on to it...for ever!!!