Obnoxious Insomnia!!

YOU NEVER KNEW ME!!!

Hey...was trying to sleep when this thought came to my mind and i just could not stop myself from posting it rite here ...right now!! I actually wrote this piece of shit a while ago...maybe somewhere around 6 years ago..not sure..back when i was in standard 11th and its funny that it is coming back to haunt me now!
LIFE's A GREAT GAME!! ;)

You never knew me,
You who knew me so well...
You who clould trace my smiles ;)
.....on a pillow or in your mind...
You who could identify my laughter..
Around the corners, up the stairs....
You who could feel my warmth....
.....on the coldest morning or hottest days ;
At your side.....,
.....or a hundred miles away.......
You who could feel my soft breadth....
.....in whispers on your neck....
The gentle caress of my hands.....;
The taunting giggle....the teasing talks.....the alluring smiling eyes....
You who tasted the tears.......
...............that only you could bring......
Because you knew me never....
You who knew me so well!!

But, still its going to take a lot more than this to kill me!
Johnny Walker----- "KEEP WALKING"!!! ;)

Love Sick!! n Love Sucks!! ;)

Hey..this one's for all you love stuck bastards who believe that they r very much in love(bloody emotional jack asses!!)....and for all who have loved n lost( Bingo!!.....thats the In-Fashion Category to be in these days afterall!!)...and ofcourse for all who have been Royally n Unceremoniously DUMPED!! by their so believed better"looking" halves!!!Yuck...makes me vomit n sick to my gut , each time I think abt "it" ..........
Am tired of Waving good-byes....singing those mushy love songs...smiling my gratitude and acknowledging the Not-so0-pleasent presence in public!! ITS SO AGAINST MY CONSTITUTION AFTERALL!! Y SHOULD I SPOIL IT!! AND FOR WHO MAY I ASK??!! .....for a Museum who has no emotions n just stands still with time...with lots n lots of memories....either good or bad....of battles won n lost.....of Love...regained n lost time n again...of love stories that are very very hard to believe coz you never see it happening to yourself...
How trivial could it be!!! ....coz emotions exist??...IS that what you say? FINE....Agreed n Accepted......but but but only in a Fool's Paradise!! PHEW>>>ENUFF of this shit yaar....hehehe:)

Its Finally time to BREAK FREE....to BE Liberal....N to REBEL!!!!! ;)
C ....I TOLD YA GUYS...SATAN STILL RULEZ!!

HERE IT GOES......

A MAD BOY'S LOVE SONG!!
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
i lift my lids and all is born again.
(i think i made you upin my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitary blackness gallops in;
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into love
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane,
(I think i made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade;
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But i grow old and I forget your name.....
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
Atleast when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)